berangan xsalah..FREE bha.... ;)

huhu keb0sanan,kb0wingan,ktdk tahuaan mlanda drk knek tok..agi00oo.....
hahaha tngat masa2 dlk marek,chewahhh......
huhuhu
ku t'ingin mk g some places ewhhh..just me n my ♥....
aieee,da ♥ ka aku....haaaaa,b0h misunderstanding arhh.....
my ♥ ya....op c0z la parents aku.....kawan2 aku xpecially NIA n dudu....
p mun da s0me1 ♥ pn xslh wak aieee,heheheh (tuaija ewwhhh)

ingin ilak aku ke ctk bsama2 ngn member aku 2 owg ya..huhu mst best rite....h0pe 1 day we can g0 2 this place t0gether keyh gurls..♥ u 2 really much...

mun kt tmpt t0k aku mk g ngn s0me1 special!..haha tmtp t0k aku suka glk2..kira favourite place aku bha!!hihihi

this places op c0z ku mk g ngn ku pn bel0ved mummy!!..mak aku suka ilak bunga bha...h0pe 1 day aku pat mbk my mum g ctk..hihihi

H0T,seksi,g0ges..........

dance!....bila kaka hal dance,w0rds yg mampu ku mdh..BEST!!1p depends la ngn types of dance ya....4 me la,HYUNA is the best dancer u n0e..hahaha ku like nya glk2...nya pn dance nang seksi ya amat!!apuuu...hahaha 1 day mun ku jd kdk HYUNA mmng ku lyn hot abs..hahaha n0 wonder la aku x jd kdk hyuna ya oww...hahahahaha p nya kck aiee,sweet,kiut n H0T+g0ges!!!....





RINDU.....n0w im really missing s0me1 aiee..d0nt why..he is 0wez in my mind..hahaha
d0nt n0e h0w t0 say but i really2 miss him DAMN MUCH....wat sh0uld i d0 meyh?....plZzzz helps me!!! huahuahuahua......even ku pnh ngk pic nya ngn s0megurl but ku still L0ve n Miss him...why oww...every second bha...agi00ooo.....huhuhu ku xpnh knl nya dlk,ku juz tauk "nya" adalah nya dr kwn2 ku yapn ku salu ign0re jak if members2 ku st0ry hal nya p yalh tek,cmua ktentuan TUHAN rite...xsangka kmk 2 bjmpa atas sbb yg xl0gik n then mek 2 textng2..after a few days s0mething happens between us..secrets yg ku tap0k dr member ku duhal nya owg tauk...s0 n really funny but its 0nly take a few moth t0 me be with him,hahaha s0e if br0ken....even gney2 he have d0ne 4 me n its REALLY2 HURTS but ku still tttuuuttttssss with that guy..hahahahaha seriously i still h0pe n pray that 1 day that guy n me will be t0gether again n will l0ving each other n life with epily ever after..hahahaha TAPI...if that day will c0me,what sh0uld i d0 meyhh....sh0uld i f0rgive him n wat d0nno jak?...huhuhu aku pn xtauk pa akn aku lakukn..hahahahahaha im scared t0 hurt again n agian but.........i really h0pe that day will come aieee tp aku hope wak that day xkn wujud,..hahahaha aieee plek ewhhh.....
4 th0ose yg read tok.....sbenanya...the guys i describe adalah.........
JUNG YONG HWA....
KIM HYUN J0ONG... 
LEE MIN HO.....
LEE JUN KI.....
p mena ka?....think urself meyhh.....

hahahaha playfull kiss men!! sweet m0ment meyh tme nya nyelamat gurl ya..hahaha

ur beautiful....mach0 ilak nya lam cta ya..like ilak2...v0kalis CN BLUE!!!

nsem n mach0...suka ilak tme nya treat gurl ya lam pers0nal test tme ppuan ya ssunggut....

nya t0k sweet n kiut...hihihi

if la oww wujud laki yg bwatakkn b0y2 atas ya kt dunia t0k..hahaha epi la gurl2 kt dunia t0k..hahahahaha h0pe mimpi aku btemu ngn cdak atas ya jd kenyataan p mun la jd reality komp0m lu ku leput 4 1 weeks...hahahahahahaha

its n0t over.....♥

s0e 4 wat i've d0ne 2 u..
can u forgive me?..
4 u its over..
BUT...
4 me its n0t over..
i still l0ve u..
but u?..
all our mem0ries..
happiness n loneliness..
tears Smiles..
cry Laugh..
please c0me back..
I MISS U AlOT!..
as i've said, its n0t over..
4 me, PAST is PAST..
if u are dissapointed..S0RRY..
i have cried 4 YOU..
i've laughed 4 YOU..
i've changed just 4 YOU..
N0W, im ALONE..just because of YOU...
N0W, im ALONE..without YOU...
if i die T0DAY..what will u d0?..
c0me after?..
or just pretend n0t AFFECTED..
I L0VE U after U L0VE ME..
i wish im GRASS..
S0..i can cut myself..
u are IMP0RTaNT 2 me..
i d0nt n0e if i will be okey..
u traded everything juz 4 me..
i NEVER realized that..
I LOVE U..I HATE U..
my only wish 4 n0w..
T0 BE WITH U..
this summer had been..
my w0rst NITEMARE!..
with this life of MINE..
everything had CHANGE..
u rem0ved my worries..
N0W!..i've thr0wed my dreams..
since i've d0ne this..
im L0NELY 4 a year..
my sunshine bec0me  my nite..
my happiness bec0me a crap..
plenty lies...
ur n0t here..
im AL0NE waiting..
4 u to bec0me back!..
i n0e u can tell i l0ve u..
i n0e u can feel it 2..
BUT..please dont leave me here..
bec0z u n0e I L0VE U..
thnx 4 read this n0te... .

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ fact of life Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

bahagia itu cinta
derita itu juga cinta
yg mengajar kita erti ketabahan
yg mengajar kita erti kehidupan
yg mengajar kita erti penghargaan
yg mengajar kita erti seorg insan...;)

Orang yang menyintai kita akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang dia telah lalui bersama kita, mungkin kejadian yang kita sendiri sudah melupakannya, kerana saat itu adalah sesuatu yang berharga baginya. Waktu itu matanya pasti berkaca, hatinya menjadi sebak kerana saat bersama kita itu tidak akan selalu terjadi dan mungkin tidak akan berulang lagi

the pain, the tears, the dissapointnment, the sadness.. it wil end sumday... juz beliv!
cry if dat wil make u stronger... scream if it make u feel better.. 
but, never forget to give tomorrow another chnce 2 make u hepi... 

I’m sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I’m sorry when you take long to reply, I get sad. I’m sorry if I say things that might piss you off. I’m sorry if I come off as annoying. I’m sorry if you don’t wanna talk to me as much as I wanna talk to you. I’m sorry if I think about you too much and too often. I’m sorry if I say things I don’t really mean. I’m sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you don’t really care. I’m sorry if I come off as being clingy, but its just me missing you.

 

h0hoh000...d0nt n0e h0w 2 describe wat i juz see just n0w..really2 sh0cked..xsangka ilak aiee...haiii ntah la..n0thing in my mind n n0thing i want 2 say...epi?...sad?...miss?...cmua nya bga0l jak n bec0me 1..hahahahaha plek n aneh glk aritk..pa ka...aieee.... 8 january...after 3 weeks bha..hahahaha ch0i2....useless....aieee,pa ka...

 

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if u l0ve something.....
let it g0.....
if it c0mes back 2 u.....
its yours.......
BUT......
if it d0esnt....
it never was......... .

♥ l0ving each others!!!! ♥

♥ ...senia...shila...sue.. ♥.

shila....
senia....
sue....
0wez l0ve each others!...
bak kata mek owg salu...l0ving is sharing...sharing is l0ving...hahahaha xtauk ku nk ney 1 bet0l...p pa kaitan owww,hahahaha p mek 3 owez la sharing2...bkn takat brng jak dsharing p mslh pn sharing,mkn,m0mo lh sharing... :)
n0w,sue dh xda ngn mek 2..huhuhu sedih ewwhhh....
byk kenangan mek 3 aieee..byk ilak2...even b0k sjap knl p asa dh lmk ilak2....

kmk 3 tme g bcuti..hekhekhek (lam mimpi ku lh)

sahabat ibarat permata yang sukar di cari...
mereka membuatkan kamu ketawa dan mengalakkan kamu ke arah kejayaan...
sahabat juga adalah se0rang pndengar, bk0ngsi suka dan duka dan sentiasa membuka ati nya kepada kita....


lam hdp tok,mcm2 jak kta temu aiee..da kwn n0k ok,sama palak ngn kta p ada jwak x..hihi ku dh byk ilak pengalaman lam hal ya..bkn owg ya x bgs p owg ya myb xbpa ngam ngn kta..rite?..p pa2 pn,mun xda pngalaman lam hal dakya kta xkn asa best n xtauk pa2 pn kn....
mun kmk 3 la..knek 0k la c0z kmk 3 still frenz n h0pe until 4ever n ever after..hahahaha ku syg ilak nya 2 ya k0wh..mun xda sue asa plek jak..mcm knek,mk kua bjln kt ctk pn asa mls jak..mun xda nia pn xbest wak,mcm mun kt kchng mek 2 sue sama jln,k0mpom ada tngat ngn nia..p mun kmk 3 t0gether,ada2 jak hal dplh mek 3..kdg2 ya askep kls ndh..yalh takdir xsuw0h kmk 3 bsama li nk oww...p nk the whole 2010 ya nang byk nyimpan kenangan mek 3...suka duka,sedih gumbira n mcm2 gk la...mun lam blt da jak aktiviti dplh ya..bwebcam la mek 2,dak len xda pn mk lyn mek 3 mun mek 3 bwebcam..hahaha cm owg gila jak p best aieee..seyes...mun dlk sama2 ada grk,da jak hal grk msg2 dsadu2,hahaha p0ret sama2,da jak student knk p0ret....TAPI kmk 3 bait ok..myb s0me student o owg jak anggap mek 3 jaik li,ngegeh ndh p best tauk x dc0p ngegeh ya.....

slh 1 aktiviti mek 3 mun b0san lam blt... :P

                                                                                 

mungkin aku xmampu mk mlh tak 2 epi...

xlayak mk neman tak 2 bla tak 2 bduka...

bkn jwak kwn nk bait untk tak 2 mluah o bcta....

TAPI.......

even aku beysa2 jak......

KEBAHAGIAAN tak 2 kebahagian aku jwak aieee....

aku windu ilak tme2 kta sama2 lowk aiee..tme2 kta bp0sing lam fitting r0om,tme kta bc0ba bj pas meli bj,tme bp0ret,tme dud0k kt beranda ptg2,bjln ke psr lmk n smpey ke pntey ndh,ngk cta sama2,mkn maggi tgh2 mlm,stdy pey pagi..ku windu ilak cmua ya aieee..jeles ngk owg len btetak pey cdak perey ngn member cdak...mun ta msh sama komp0m ta tetak kdk cdak nk owww,smpey kua air mata ndh(mun su xbulak)....0PEN A!!!ngat x tmpt ya..windu ku mk g cya aieee...menu ta salu, t0myam,ayam panggang ngn say0r..hahaha best ilak2!!! seyes ku mdh..fr0m the b0ttom 0f my heart ng ku really2 tme dlk p gney mk mlh nk...past is past rite..biar yA cmua mjadi mem0ry yg plng MANIS spnjng kta bgelar siswi UiTM t0k.... ;)

ku arap,jarak t0k xkn mjarak kn hbgn mek 2 nia ngn kau k sue.....

28 august 2010..hihihi see,ku ngat tarikh t0k.. :P

tak 2 really2 imp0rtant aiee lam life ku mkin2 knek..seyes t0k..tak 2 pn understand rite phl tak 2 pntng lam life ku..hihihi tak 2 b0h mcm2 arhhh..b0h pndey x bkwn ngn aku ndh,hahahaha (nang ada owww,tauk ku tak 2 xdakya)...

sue ya b0h lupak ngn aku..aku xda sapa gk mk cta2 mslh aku t0k..huhu xsedih k0 maca du...knek salu dh ku td0 awal,hahaha(skema) xda tmn mk td0 aher2 d0e..(vide0 d0e) hihihi

nia b0h x aja aku lam stdy..phm2 ler ngek,hihihi kau jak tmn ku face 2 face knek mun da prblm..b0h k0 pndey mluat dga luahan aku,hahahaha (eeee,jiwang ewhhh).....

aku kwn tak 2....

aku SAYANG tak 2 glk...

mun tak 2 sakit,aku 2 kali asa skt tauk...

mun tak 2 tlukak,aku 2 kali asa tlukak nya...

s0......

bila tak 2 asa kiut.....

HELL0!!....

aku 2 kali ganda kiut dari tak 2 keyhh.....

hahahahahaha p ya hakikat arhhh.... ^_^

kta 3 mun jmpa mst ambk gmbr dakt0k arhh..hahahahaha (kiut kdk ta 3)

mom says..........

why sh0uld we kapel if we can be free like a bird if we single?..........
yaka kta akn asa free if without kapel?...nang la nang TAPI......sunyik aieee...hahahahaha
kadang2 jeles ngk member len bgayut,bmsg2 smbl senyum2 ndh,bSyg2..hahaha nang ada jeles ndh owww p seyes la nang..hihihi ^_^
asa len jak life knek aieee,bbeza!! hahaha kdg best ilak c0z asa free p kdg asa sunyik ilak c0z al0ne p gny mk mlh..hahahahaha
mom says....n0 love c0z mom d0nt want me feel the frust when clash with kapel n make me cry......
mena wak ta mak ya,hahahaha TAPI nk......

im missing u day by day,huh
i w0nder if u ever watching n taking care of me..
i hear u calling me n i turn ar0und dan ku ngk n0thing...
i want u by my side AGAIN hugging n make me laugh...
RINDU glk aieee...i imagine us having those little special m0ment we had...
i feel sad bc0z ur n0t ar0und anym0re....
im missing u day by day...
i understand thats h0w life is...i say s0me come n some go...
i dream each n everyday wat w0uld my life be if u were still here wit me...
i try 2 be str0ng but...i d0nt n0e how long i will....
last i h0pe we see each other s0meday in future n we will be T0GETHER again....BUT....until n0w....
I AM MISSING U DAY BY DAY.....♥

i call u a thousand tme but u d0nt know it...
i wait 4 u 0wez standing here but u d0nt know it...
like a f0ol my foolish love see only u...
u d0nt n0e it no matter h0w much i k0l u....Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ 


never make s0me1 as ur EVERYTHING bc0z when they G0NE...u have N0THING!!....


hihihi jiwang da jak l0k....:P
da gk mk share t0k..hahahahaha b0san bha..mun b0san ya mala jak t'ngat jak2..huhuhu :'(


n0body understand h0w much i miss u..
i miss h0w much we used 2 talk & i miss all the things we used to d0.....
i try not 2 admit t0 myself that i still wake up thinking of u each day...
i still think of u n i REALLY MISS u....

                    really really really.........missing u!!!
                                               still h0ping that 1 day we will be t0gether again!!!!
                            IMY......... . ♥ღ♥

aku,aku dan aku......♥ღ♥

h0lla ^_^

mst ngat nk atas ya aku,hahaahaha bkn la...ya YURI!..minat nya ilak2 aiee..alangkah best mun aku jd kdk nya kn,hahaha sweet,cute n mcm2 gk....

aku adalh aku aiee n aku tmak drk aku s'ada nya..hihi jiwang d0 jak....

aku shila...full name xblh pdh :P bwueekk....aku perahsia bha,ckit la..hihihi

aku da fmly kasya ku ank first la..wewittt,owg mdh ank first dmanjak..yaka???yala jwak li...hihihi lam fmly,ku SYG ilak2 ngn adk b0ngsu ku..4sure ku syg parents ku len la...p.....ku lbh rapat ngn adk b0ngsu ku..nya kiut aieee,mst mwarisi aku ya..hahahaha

kiut nk adk ku..hahahaha windu ilak2 ngn EJAN!!!....

urm,ku suka shppng aiee..best ilak bla pat shopping gk2 part tme da prblm,frust ndh...hahaha aieeee,lu msk frust ndh lok..tetttt.....

ku suka wak lepak ngn kwn2 ku,wind0w shopping,g mkn2,ngk wyng,td0..hihihi best ilak aktiviti ya....p ku xska mun dsuw0h ngat2 something...pantang ilak aieee c0z ku pelupak tahap gaban..hahahahaha p ku l0m tua..still y0ung u..wewittt....

lam life ku knek....aku................

                                   ♥ family aku.....

                                                                      ♥ future aku....

                                                                     ♥ kwn2 n member2 aku.....

penting ilak nk 3 ya k aku knek.....n0 more boy...hahahaha nang ada....pey ctk jak li ku tls...^_^